alone -

my eyes are filled with tears of sorrow , my heart is empty with no love to fill it . there is no hope , i have no way out of the prison that i live in . i sleep alone those cold nights there no one to turn to at all . i am alone , i am without love , there is no one to hold my hand to take the pain away there is no one to heal the wounds i bare , there is no one to dry my tears i cry or to kiss me goodnight . there is no one there to dry my tears of pain that i keep so deep inside to no one can see just how much the death is eating me alive . my life is a tunnel of darkness that has no light , my world is dark for the life was never there .

behind the mask -

the lonleyness i feel consumes me more and more with each p***ing day ! nohting numbs the enter pain i feel , i feel nothing can take away what i feel the darkness consumes my soul , sadness hides in the cracks of my life . i cant escape the torment it all . the demons keep pulling me back to the hell ive always known . no matter how i try to escape this fear that is inside me ! no one ever hears my mornful cry ! . my words are not heard no one seems to care , i try to numb the pain but i cant kill what was already dead . nothing cures this pain i render for the tragety is much more then it seems to those who dont understand the pain behind my tear stained eyes .

asylum hell -

im falling in to the endless darkness i have no will to live im falling in to the death , im wathcing my life flash before my eyes ! theres nothing that makes me happy i have nothing ! theres no reason for me to live . im ***ed to the hell that i live in this asylum is all ive known no matter how i scream they just hold me down i cant get free for im ***ed to this hell i live in ! i have ket to escape im trapted forever in my asylum hell of mine ! .