my eyes are filled with tears of sorrow , my heart is empty with no love to fill it . there is no hope , i have no way out of the prison that i live in . i sleep alone those cold nights there no one to turn to at all . i am alone , i am without love , there is no one to hold my hand to take the pain away there is no one to heal the wounds i bare , there is no one to dry my tears i cry or to kiss me goodnight . there is no one there to dry my tears of pain that i keep so deep inside to no one can see just how much the death is eating me alive . my life is a tunnel of darkness that has no light , my world is dark for the life was never there .
behind the mask -
the lonleyness i feel consumes me more and more with each p***ing day ! nohting numbs the enter pain i feel , i feel nothing can take away what i feel the darkness consumes my soul , sadness hides in the cracks of my life . i cant escape the torment it all . the demons keep pulling me back to the hell ive always known . no matter how i try to escape this fear that is inside me ! no one ever hears my mornful cry ! . my words are not heard no one seems to care , i try to numb the pain but i cant kill what was already dead . nothing cures this pain i render for the tragety is much more then it seems to those who dont understand the pain behind my tear stained eyes .
asylum hell -
im falling in to the endless darkness i have no will to live im falling in to the death , im wathcing my life flash before my eyes ! theres nothing that makes me happy i have nothing ! theres no reason for me to live . im ***ed to the hell that i live in this asylum is all ive known no matter how i scream they just hold me down i cant get free for im ***ed to this hell i live in ! i have ket to escape im trapted forever in my asylum hell of mine ! .
|18 years||Woman||in a rotten town :)||UK|
|Favorite celebrity||Favorite music||Favorite movie||Favorite food|
|gerard way!!||avenged seven fold . my chemical romance . seether . foo fighers . all american rejects . likin park . papa roach .evanscence ,||drop dead fred , nightmare before christmas , sleepy hollow , beetle juice , edward scissor hands , alice and wonderland||human flash !! haha|
|Favorite colour||My dreamjob||Favorite show||Favorite hobby|
|black,black ,black ,black ,black !!||doing photography||house||taking pictures, panting , and amature drawing .|