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Rowana:
"It was my fault." I stopped kissing him and tried to hold back the water works.
Denise :
"So what if it was? And stop holding back. Only idiots do that."
Rowana:
I didn't want to cry in front of him. I didn't want to cry at all. "I was only ten. I begged and begged to to to the parade. A rock was thrown...lodged into her neck, breaking the brain stem and killed her. My father still blames me for his beloved daughters death. I was only a nuisance." A few tears escaped the hold I had on them.
Denise :
"This is all? Like... You're serious? I get it if you want revenge when your dear one is murdered. I get it when you cry because your beloved one suicided. I get it if you're angry when they have a god damn painful and hard death. But really ...she must be dying again of laughter at how stupid you are for crying for so long on someone being killed by a rock. That was a nice way to die actually "
Rowana:
"Tell me the same thing when Leon gets killed by something stupid as well. Then have your entire family disgrace you and get rid of you by sending you to every goddamn school they can find. Let them disown you. Oh wait, you killed your parents and you protect your brother. It won't happen."
Denise :
"Oh, my mommy doesn't like me. Guess what?! It happens all the time. If Leon get's killed by something cute and nice as a rock I'll throw a party. I had closer friends begging to get killed because of the pain. And I won't discuss with you why I killed my parents."
Rowana:
"Like I'd care to know. You and your own dumbass reasons for you've down the crap you've done. It still pains me every day. I haven't been able to get rid of the flash backs. They get worse and then better and then worse again. I've tried everything. I've wanted to forget for years. This is all just a laughing game to you now. Doesn't help that Diana is almost exactly like her."
Denise :
I was about to scream at her but I stoped and gave her a soft kiss instead. "Ok everybody has their own pains I can't judge yours based on mine after all. I'll show you something that might make you feel better tomorrow instead."
Rowana:
I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. "Okay." I was surprised by sudden act of compassion.
Denise :
I scratched my head and turned on the tv holding her in my arms. "Let's save the practice for later."
Rowana:
"Why the sudden act of compassion?" I asked as we watched Men in Black on the tv.
Denise :
"Screaming at you makes nothing but to annoy both of us."
Leon:
I held back a chuckle at the weird ingredients she was getting out. "How about you let me cook? It'll be faster," I said as I took some peppers and tomatoes to start working.
Diana:
"I told her!! I would be too pale! She then said she'd try and give me highlights."
Rowana:
"You would've ended up hit or something and only cause more of a problem. I was just surprised. Didn't think you were much for compassion. Especially with how your sister described you."
Denise :
"Shut up." I said laughing a bit.
Elias :
"No! Leave it black! I think it is the sexiest color."
Ryan :
"But I also want to cook!" I said sneaking between him and the counter."
Rowana:
"She made you sound vicious and cruel. I actually kinda liked it."
Leon:
"But Vanilla doesn't go with celery and carrots." I said pointing amused at the random ingredients she had out. "How about I tell you what to do and you do it?"
Diana:
Smiling, I gave him a kiss on the nose, "Funny. I like that on men too. Especially men with names starting with an 'E' and ending with a 'lias."
Elias :
"Well I'm more into Alices." I said teasingly.
Ryan :
"Deal! Let's get to it!"
Denise :
"I can still stab you if you insist."
Diana:
"Oh no! Now I have change my name!" I said jokingly. "What last name would you like with that?"
Leon:
"Alright then. First step, dice the peppers and tomatoes."
Ryan :
"Oook. " I said slowly doing it.
Elias :
"Oh you can leave it like that."
Leon:
I kept an eye on her and how she did things. Partially because I was making sure she won't cut herself...And because I ... enjoyed looking at her. She was ... beautiful.
"You're doing great."
Diana:
"Alice Engel? ... Naaah. I'll stick to Diana. Change your taste."
Ryan :
"Ok done! What do I have to do next?"
Elias :
"If I change it you'll have to dry your hair blue."
Rowana:
I shrugged. "You should've already figured that paint don't bother me." My arm was slightly smeared with blood from earlier but it dried and clotted by now.
Leon:
"We'll get those three pieces of meat and cut them into small pieces."
Diana:
"Huh? No change your taste in names only!"
Elias :
"I see. Ok then. I'll see what I can do about it."
Ryan :
"Let's see, let's see." I said and started doing it. I cut myself a bit in the process but I licked my finger and continued.
Denise :
"Stop complaining then."