146 :( Sad to hear that...Cheer up...You're going to take a break at school :)

146 And friends, too :) How's school going anyway?

146 Well...How about OMD friends then?

Bloodsy, do not care a bit about how the high school social life works. You're a great person and they are the ones who are acting idiotically. As you move on in life, you'll realize that high school was simply...sucky? Annoying? Filled with nonesense? Should I carry on?

146 Ah...Well...How about this? Don't use it when you get home right away...Take an hour or two and then get back on?

146 Bloodsy, how about you make him sit down and talk? Tell him what you just said. Tell him about school.

146 Are you sure? Maybe if you tell him that those thoughts creep into your mind even IF his problems are worse...Maybe that would make him understand. The thing is it doesn't only have to do with problems...It has to do with your general well-being.

146 Bloodsy, isn't there an after school activity you can participate in?

15 Hmm...Okay until we figure something out, can't you borrow a novel from school to pass time at home?

146 Well, just take it with you. Whenever you're not helping, sit down and read...When you're not doing something, it's more likely that those thoughts would creep in.
As for being called that, just ignore them. I know it hurts, but ignoring them without even acknowledging they said anything would make them stop sooner or later.

146 Well...What else would you want to do? Snap back? Not going to happen. Give up? You'll be hurting yourself and losing your future...You owe it to yourself to stay strong. When you get older and get more/complete control over your life, your life will be much much better...So until then you have to stay strong and ignore those who want to pull you down.

146 You HAVE to take more. Besides keep in mind it's only temporary. Time flies by. Believe me. Once one starts college and you get involved in course and activities and stuff, time flies by.

Bloodsy...Can't you get a job?

146 Ah...hmmm...Can't you tutor? That would still be studying right? Actually, why don't you create notes and study guides? You'll be studying, but in the same time, those could be sold. And it would take your mind off of things.
You're good at Math and Chemistry right?

146 During finals they will...Besides, you could arrange it with the teacher. Some teachers would like that and in return you could get recommendation letters and stuff. It's not always money. It looks good on your resume, too...And you won't really have to leave the house to do 'work' per se.
I know that several high school teachers use that.

Besides, in college, since most students don't study much in high school, they end up looking everywhere for those notes to help them catch up. I say take the step and I'm sure they will come in handy...At least you'll be studying and you'll have good notes in case you need them in college.